My Father’s Lullaby

My fear, it creeps in me so I run to my room in peace switched off the lamp of my body to fix my eyes and see glory I entered with thanksgiving even when Im bearing my worries to your arms i run and lean like a child hiding for security I lift up my…

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To the One Who Truly Loves Me

In the beginning you have seen me beautifully I can’t understand why you married me when others are much more fit and skilled when there are days I have whored and cheat You know how low I am in this atmosphere I wasted the days and time of our relationship I keep on thinking if…

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Battling against homesickness…

WEDNESDAY, AUSTRALIA – One night, I dreamt of a beautiful dinner date but was suddenly interrupted when I woke up. I saw a beautiful banqueting hall with a specific table and chair just for me and my date. I felt at peace, calm, only thinking of pure and noble love for my date (I somehow…

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Salvation Song (Original Song)

O Lord, you’ve granted repentance for all for all to know of your steadfast love The only thing you need, while listening to me Is open up your hearts, and hear of his great love While we were still sinners of this world You sent your Son to die on the cross for us He…

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Relentless Woman

This is a woman i want to be a relentless one She knows what her identity is in the eyes of God No one gives her insecurity For she never crash In the past, she failed miserably Now, she’s towards God Relentless woman only flourish She knows what’s true love She knows it’s not about…

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Together Forever

Your love overtakes it feels like heaven All of my days your name will be praised You are my secret place my safe place To lean in your chest Oh this experience The love in my veins I cannot contain Nothing can separate We’re together forever From faith to faith Always growing stronger In my…

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When we finally walk away

Inhale Exhale, Inhale Exhale Look at him one last time begging a glimpse of his face but my mind stood the ground letting go and walking away reminding myself never again from all the pain I‘ve felt craving to find my soul again For chances were given Convincing myself to stay trying to fix whats…

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Loving someone broken

We fall in love with vulnerability Not aware that it can painfully kill We see the good but afraid to see it all so when we jump we lost it all Loving someone broken is truly a challenge for we never know what might happen ending up both confused and depressed Not knowing leads to…

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I Need You Still

On the run feeling numb For I am losing the sun Slowly losing my breath Just trying to do my best   My eyes filled with tears Self-pity and overthinking All these demons in my head Here I am, frightened   Know that I need you still I try to keep myself still I hope…

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Write My Cries

I cried one at night I cried waking up Praying loud to God To help me stand up or just end my life All i see is black For there is no love I could think of mom my last straw to life but were miles apart Alone in the dark with my thoughts &…

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Words Unspoken

Have you ever wanted to speak your mind? but you ended up staring in the sky and lose oneself because words are not found I could totally understand and relate in some ways there must be some reason God erased the thoughts in our head Im hoping God also erased the feelings of depressed If…

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We Dance

You offered me your hand to dance I can’t help but look at your beautiful smile I gave you my hand and we dance We dance all night, all the time I could only see us and the time don’t mind We locked eyes, just us We moved slow sweet with elegance You spin me…

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I Got To Know You

Tell me how to get out of this mess I’m afraid I would be taken away I am just asking for help But no one seems to care This anxiety is massive I am lonely and down So much fears and worries Show me the way out But then I got to know you You…

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How To Turn Depression to Desperation into a Life Back on Track

First things first, I have been thinking of the difference between these two words – depression and desperation. I know that there’s a difference between them, even when some people think they have the same meaning. So I googled what others say about their difference and I found this link – What is the difference between…

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